Sunday, May 24, 2009
Stressful period of this year so far.I blew up for nothing and blew up over nothing.It's like as if i had the p.m.s.Had a big fight with Mr ahmad on friday's maths class even tho it's my fault.Got scolded by him and i just flip out and was on the verge of hitting him when he slammed the door in my face.It's the 1st time i ever raised my voice to a teacher since i started schooling again.Last week,went to shake with taufiq,hajar and naqib.Was super fun.The next day,went drinking with omar and the rest at pasir ris park.Had some issues with tanjong rhu people but its all settled.Yesterday,went to sentosa with the si si laq kampong and boy,over 30 people?? haha.Taufiq was upset that his girlfriend can't come along.Cheer up eh mate?pumped sayur and dang,i was bongok! lol.Sat at the rocks and faced the outside sea.Was a nice scenery with the sunsets and all.Must be very romantic for naqib and fiee,ras and ira..too bad for me,i was alone while the rest were busy playing soccer and fooling around.Again i had no mood to do anything.After that,headed to tamp with An,din and mike and slacked and i went home at about 11:30p.m.Dropped dead soon after.Today,i think i'll just stay at home as i have been going out every single day since last 2 saturdays.Life sucks.I miss having a girlfriend.Peace out.
Thursday, May 14, 2009
Feels like shit with no internet at home.So wad do i do? went out everyday and slack at pasir ris every single day.Can't wait for this saturday's drinking session with the guys and girls from MERCU and peeps from pasir ris.Exams are comming and studying have been a real bore.It sucks studying alone at home.I miss the old times and yes i still do miss her.The times where i would be studying with her at her void deck,the times we joke around while studying,the times where i would just stare blankly at her while she is studying.And khai has just been released and boy do i miss him alot.Finally,there's someone i could actually talk and relate to.Only he is the 1 person that know me inside out.Past few days have been hectic and stupid i must add.I'm gonna meet khai tomorrow and finish up my koi fish tattoo and if there is enough ink,i think i'll add another tattoo.I owe u 1 bro and thanks for the awesome tattoo.Next saturday will be the biggest outing with the pasir ris peeps to sentosa.God help me move on.I like living this single life whereas i can do whatever i want and there's no one stopping me.But i do miss the times where my special someone would text me randomly,those sweet nothing messages,cute talks on the phone.Fuck life.Peace out muthafockers.
Monday, May 4, 2009
I gave you all you desiredAll that you neededBoy, I providedI let you into my headInto my bedAnd that's a privilegeI had your back at the answersYou took the dollarsI took the chancesDefended, battled and foughtCause I thought you really loved meI don't know where to start or where to stopNo, but I know I am doneI've had enoughSo fall out of my handsOut of my heartAnd when you hit the groundYou'll be sorry that I'm not aroundI will watch youAnd you fall out of your mindOut of your fantasyWhen you hit the wallThink of meI'll be on the top just watching you fallYou said that you were the strong oneI was the girlAnd I was the young oneI kept your feet on the groundMy head in the rounds I had youYou told me you were so gratefulI was with youAnd I was so faithfulStood by in all that you saidAnd all that you didI loved youI don't know how to act or what to sayBut I know I am goodI'll be okayAnd you fall out of my handsOut of my heartAnd when you hit the groundYou'll be sorry that I'm not aroundI will watch youAnd you fall out of your mindOut of your fantasyWhen you hit the wallThink of meI'll be on the top just watching you fallI'll be on the top just watching you fallSo fall out of my handsOut of my heartAnd when you hit the groundYou'll be sorry that I'm not aroundI will watch youAnd you fall out of your mindOut of your fantasyWhen you hit the wallThink of meI'll be on the top just watching you fallI'll be on the top just watching you fall