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Thursday, February 26, 2009

Yesterday,skipped history lesson while the boys skipped their geography lesson and we hanged out at tamp inter from 1:30 till bout 5 p.m and headed down to pasir ris and chilled at white sands mac d. till about 8:30,the latest we can hang out as mantom had to go home cause of his tagging.While at pasir ris,I got taufiq to pierce his nose and so,to get him to pierce his nose,i promise him i'll pierce my eyebrow like him.So tomorrow after school,we'll be heading to grandlink karaoke and in there i will pierce my eyebrow together with my tounge.Might as well do it at one shot and bear with the pain in total right?So today after school,again we went down to tamp and slacked at inter.Bought 2 hollow needles for tomorrow's "project".And after karaoke,i'll be going home to rest or sleep and meet up with taufiq again at night,this time to *shake* yes! :D As for saturday,the boys will be following me to ubi's C.D.C and after which we'll be going to nee soon as i wanna get another tattoo.Betol nye jiwe ah my classmates this yr.After that,we'll head to town to walk about and at night,again with the jiwe,they will follow me down to simei.For what u might ask? Nothing u should know :D And sunday,class outing to sengkang swimming complex.I might bring drinks along as those retards are heavy drinkers like me.And the cats,well,my classmates are urging me to let them go as they see no point in keeping them especially nazzeer(badan besar,pak cik gangster name pop is tokyo,takot kuching.lol) and i will soon enough guys.Most probably tomorrow night before i meet taufiq,i will let them go.And oh,i forgot to add,after going down to simei with the boys,i'll be going to ming's arcade again but this time to meet omar,hamry and their yishun/sembawang buddies to drinks all night long at the pub.I'll be going home tipsy yo! So many plans this week,if only it will be the same for every other week.And mantom,after i pass my liecense,i might take up ur offer on Phantom.But no offence,but i prefer Blackjack.Nothing else to blog about and gonna get ready to meet khai at my void deck den heading down to pasir ris to meet the boys.













Missing her


Wednesday, February 25, 2009



Its 1:30 am right now and i juz came home from karaoke and drinking session at ming's arcade pub.Went out and hang out with the boys at tamp inter after school today where they are juz busy teasing girls.Met up with sida after at about 6 and headed to ming's arcade.Didn't sing more than 5 songs at cash studio as i dun feel like singing.Juz sang some oldies like again by lenny kravitz,Kau dipaksa ku terpaksa by scan and such.When the time is over which is about 10,headed up to the pub for drinks.7 jugs of stella artoir and 2 jugs of burban to drink among 4 person.Wanted to order more as i feel like drinking a whole lot even tho the pain is obvious but omar and sida stopped.Tomorrow,just gonna go home straight from school and rot.The boys asked me to hang out with them but i think i'll pass.Above are some pics of the cats i took earlier when i reached home.This saturday,gonna head down to ubi(comfort driving centre) after which i'll be heading down to nee soon to get another tattoo.As for sunday,the class is going for another outing but this time it will either be at jurong swimming complex or east coast beach.Not sure if i'm going tho but i'll try to make it.Nothing else to blog about as i dun have the mood to do so.
Missing her


Monday, February 23, 2009

Pertama kali ku melihat wajahmu,
Sayunya hati ku merindui dirimu.
Walaupun belum kita bersua muka,
Namun aku tetap jatuh cinta.

Pertama kali kau berbual dengan ku,
Hatiku terpaut melihat senyumanmu.
Aku mengharap engkap menerima ku,
Kerna aku bersedia menyintaimu.

(Bridge)
Akan ku renang lautan yang berapi,
Membuktikan kehebatannya cinta ini.
Tetapi bila kau meninggalkan aku,
Terhiris hati ini,terguris jiwa ini,menangis tak berlagu.

(Chorus)
Biar pun ombak yang berubah pantai,
Kasih ku takkan hancur berderai.
Biar pun hari berganti hari,
Dirimu tetap ku nanti.

Sayangku pimpinkan tangan ku,
Menuju mahligai bahgia.
Kita bersama nikmati kisah cinta,
Hidup bagaikan di syurga.
Oh yani.

(Repeat bridge and chorus)


Well well,above is a song i liked by apit.Changed a tiny bit of the lyrics to suit my fitting.Yesterday went to downtown east with khai and sida to have our late lunch at fish&co express.After eating,met up with omar and we walked around for awhile.After we got bored,we headed to some block nearby so omar can do his homework.I purposely choose botak's blk.When we arrived,khai said that if anything happens,he dun wanna get involve.That left omar and sida stunned.So khai explained the thing to them and sida gave me that look.She nagged and nagged and nagged.And so did omar.Omar went on to do his homework while i just walk around the playground.When it was 7+ sida decided to go to central so we did.Went into 7-11 and bought some beers.Called up taufiq and nazzeer and met up with them.Talked,chilled,drank till about 10 when we headed home drunk.Upon reaching home,i barely managed to get on msn and dozed off -.- .Really sorry to the people who wanted to chat with me but i didnt reply.Woke up and got ready for school.Met up with elly at the 24hrs bus stop and went to school together.When we got there,i went to 7-11 and met up with taufiq and nazzeer and we decided not to go for malay class.Akiff and luqman came late so they joined us.In class,we planned for the next class outing on this sunday.I can't make it on saturday due to plans with sida and omar and for me to go nee soon therefore pushing the outing to sunday.Have yet to decide where to go and wad to do on this sunday still as the girls dun wanna go swimming.Headed straight home after school as i dun feel like hanging out with the boys but i promised to hangout with them tomorrow.Upon reaching home,Adriana as usual,cuddled up to my feet.And while laying on my bed,Oshiana came up beside me as if these cats know i'm feeling lost.Got up,took the laptop from my sis room and here i am blogging.15 march,outing with the boys and going to zouk.21 march,outing with omar,hamry,sida,khai and the sembawang/yishun guys+girls at changi for a bbq.Sigh,i miss her.














Missing my princess


Sunday, February 22, 2009







Gawd.Just woke up 5 mins ago due to a phonecall which i didnt answer.Not because i don't want too.It's because i'm scared to.Oh well,above are some pictures taken yesterday.I went to sentosa as luqman begged me to go and give him "face" so i had to go even tho i feel like i don't want to.So,met up with arip dragon at bedok and headed to harbour front where akiff and luqman was already waiting.The rest? lets just say "janji melayu".So the 4 of us walked around vivo and harbour front.Went to macdonalds as i was starving.Headed back to the stage at vivo city where the rest has arrived.Finished up my food,bought the tickets and in we go!Walked to pahlawan beach and started taking our clothes off the moment we reach.Taufiq and luqman went to get some girls number which i didnt bother cause i came here to destress.Jumped into the water with arip and akiff.Not more than 10 mins later,it started raining -.- .We ran into the tower to get shelter and that's where our nonsence began.We drank and drank and drank and drank.lol.Taufiq brought "ikan".after being caught up for more than 3 hrs,we decided to juz pack and chill at vivo city and so we did.Some dumb guy bang into me while we were walking at vivo.I turned and approached him.I thought the rest would follow but no they didnt.Their reason? "Kesian siol tu budak,muke dah nak nangis abih pompan dia muke dah chuak.Kau sial ah ayie" lol.Let's just say i was not in the best of mood.Nazzeer had some trouble with chinese people at pasir ris which i decided to go down pasir ris and help him.Talked to the guy and he said "paiseh" -.- .WHY WUN PEOPLE JUST BE FUCKING FANATIC FOR ONCE!! RELIVE YEAR 2002!!! ok enough shit.I need to get ready as i'm going out with sida and khai and at night will be meeting nazzeer,akiff,taufiq and elly to slack at pasir ris.Classmates chilling session! Sigh,i miss her.
Missing her.





Friday, February 20, 2009

Sigh.So today is the day.It's over.i've let her decide and she has picked the obvious.Bad thing for me is that i have yet again lost the 1 i love most dearly.Good thing is that i can do wadever i want now.I can drink till i die,i can beat up people,especially taufiq and elias.reason y i have not done so is because of her.Trying to change myself but she aint showing the slightest bit of changing herself.And thinking back on wad Fauzy had said to me,i guess it's useless nowadays to be the person tat's so called "ade cara".Cause everywhere u see people,they tend to not have cara.I'm going out in abit to meet up with sida and khai to just slack and drink.whereas tomorrow,which i'm suppose to go sentosa with her and my classmates,i guess i wun be going if she doesnt go.I'll be joining omar instead at his friends bar at Ming's arcade.It's their anniversary and a jug of beer onli costs 7 bucks.very cheap and time to drink my sorrows away.i love yani and will love her forever.I swear never to have another girlfriend.And u can bet on it.














Missing my baby bushuk


Friday, February 13, 2009

Man.It's been awhile since i last updated.Basically it's because i have no mood to blog.Yesterday night,went to sembawang to slack with omar alone to just relax our mind.Omar's stressing because of the studies.I am having that problem too but there are other things on my mind that i am stressed about.We drank and drank and talked just about everything under the sun.I'm really starting to connect with omar and it's good to have a best friend that is a guy cause all this while my best friend has been a girl,Sida.Its good to talk to a guy friend as the opinions comming from him are a guy's based point of view and yesterday for the 1st time,Omar actually pitied me having to go through wad i am going through.I dranked 3 cans of amsterdam and was like "wow".Realli starting to get high.Den omar,being the moron that he is bought a small bottle of chivas between us to drink.That's it.I can't remember anything i did but i do remember receiving a miss call from her and i dialled her back to give a miss call hoping that she would call back cause i dun wanna disrupt her fun time at double o.I ended up sleeping at omar's place and was awoken by him as he needs to go to cmpb.He sent me off to yishun and i took a buus home from there.In the bus,i texted her saying i missed her and the reply i got was heartbreaking.How would i know she didnt go to double o? and i checked my call log and i dialled the wrong number.Man,i was dumb.And now,looks like she is ending things with us.Sigh.It was a honest mistake.I love her and have never stopped loving her.Tears welling up my eyes as i'm writing this.Until next time.
Missing my Princess