Friday, February 20, 2009
Sigh.So today is the day.It's over.i've let her decide and she has picked the obvious.Bad thing for me is that i have yet again lost the 1 i love most dearly.Good thing is that i can do wadever i want now.I can drink till i die,i can beat up people,especially taufiq and elias.reason y i have not done so is because of her.Trying to change myself but she aint showing the slightest bit of changing herself.And thinking back on wad Fauzy had said to me,i guess it's useless nowadays to be the person tat's so called "ade cara".Cause everywhere u see people,they tend to not have cara.I'm going out in abit to meet up with sida and khai to just slack and drink.whereas tomorrow,which i'm suppose to go sentosa with her and my classmates,i guess i wun be going if she doesnt go.I'll be joining omar instead at his friends bar at Ming's arcade.It's their anniversary and a jug of beer onli costs 7 bucks.very cheap and time to drink my sorrows away.i love yani and will love her forever.I swear never to have another girlfriend.And u can bet on it.
Missing my baby bushuk
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