Wednesday, December 10, 2008
Harlo people.I'm so bored with nothing to do.It's 4:10 p.m atm and i still have not slept.Has just been lazing around in bed doing nothing since ermm 2 a.m? Yea,life is fucked up.Really is different without her texting me eventho it is just telling me that she has just woke up.But it makes my day and puts a smile on my face.Not gonna get that anymore.Back to misery i guess.But it's not like i have not been tru it before right? 8 days left till my results are out.Looks like i'll be taking them alone.No one to share my joy nor sorrows with.The promise she made to follow me to take the results will have to be buried.Sometimes i think to myself,Am i an idiot or am i a bloody fool? If i have done things myself,would things turn out this way? Am i regretting taking people's advice? Truth is i don't know.This is the 1st time i'm following people's advice as i am the kind that usually think for myself and make my own decisions.Sometimes i wonder to myself,are promises ment to be broken? or are they ment to be kept?Enouf of following people's advice and time to make my own.Since she wants out,i'll let her be.But i will always love her.Forever.
Missing my baby bushuk
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