Sunday, November 9, 2008
Heya people.Sorry for not updating for a few days.Have been really busy with work and life.These past few days i was sick and still pushed on to go to work.And also,I have been feeling down due to some circumstances.Made up my mind that i will nvr get attached to any other girl besides her.If it doesn't happen,oh well,i'm used to being treated like dirt as always.And it it does happens to me in that way,I guess i'll go back to my fanatic days.Like the title of my post for today says,"Life is a gamble" and yes,i am going to take this gamble.I will have enough of being the good guy and gets spits back.There is a limit to everyone's patience.I was just about getting used to people calling me ayie instead of bam cause i thought that name will be long forgotten since i've found her.Due to some incident's,the "bam" in me is starting to show.Take saturday for example.At work,i was just minding my own business doing my work sitting down at the place where i used to sit.Then this technician comes along and asked me to move in a rude manner.I simply ignored him.He then shouted at me.I blew my top and fucked him back in front of my supervisor.He could have just asked nicely.I told him at lunchtime he is dead(in malay since he is a malaysian).Abul pulled me away and my supervisor pulled the technician away.The technician got a mouthful from my supervisor and was asked to apologised to me.I just ignored that and said that he is still not safe(again in malay).Now i am starting to remember why i am carefree in my fanatic days.I don't give a heck about anyone and live my life be it girls or guys.Yes,bam has a reputation which i have long since siezed the name but now,i am reconsidering up living up to the name again.Upon finished working,i headed home and in the bus home,she messaged me.I missed her and wanted to meet her but she dun want me to send her off to town.Puzzled me cause if she is telling the truth that its only girls over there,i don't think me sending her off will do any harm am i right? Meh,i just headed on home and do my own things after texting her that i wun disturb her anymore from now onwards.If she cares for me,she would at least call me and asked wad i mean.But sadly,no.Made up my mind and decision if she wants to meet me,tell me and i will.No point if i told her that i wanna meet her when i get turned down every single time.Not in the mood to blog nemore.Until next time.
I am thinking of youIn my sleepless solitude tonightIf it's wrong to love youThen my heart just won't let me be right'Cause I'm drowned in youAnd I won't pull throughWithout you by my sideChorusI'd give my all to haveJust one more night with youI'd risk my life to feelYour body next to mine'Cause I can't go onLiving in the memory of our songI'd give my all for your love tonightVerseBaby can you feel meImagining I'm looking in your eyesI can see you clearlyVividly emblazoned in my mindAnd that you're so farLike a distant starI'm wishing on tonightChorusI'd give my all to haveJust one more night with youI'd risk my life to feelYour body next to mine'Cause I can't go onLiving in the memory of our songI'd give my all for your love tonight** Guitar Break **(Mariah Harmonizes with guitar)ChorusI'd give my all to haveJust one more night with youI'd risk my life to feelYour body next to mine'Cause I can't go onLiving in the memory of our songI'd give my all for your love tonightGive my all for your loveTonightMissing my baby bushuk terribly
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