Saturday, October 11, 2008
Hey hey hey.Its 12:26 p.m now and i juz woke up.So wasted no time and rushed to the computer to blog about yesterday's raya outing with the "o" lvl class.I started my day yesterday by going online to surf the net and juz listening to songs.Den ryhana came online and started chatting with her.Been awhile since i last saw ryhana online cause she was in the hospital a few days back.We started talking about the exams and such and how the other classmates are doing.For a moment there,i had actually forgotten about her until ryhana asked me,"Ayie,why did u do that to yani?" and i was like "?", "do what?".She den say about me ignoring yani and not trying to make things work and hurt her.So i said,ur juz gonna condemn me juz by listening to her and not listening to my side of the story?Unfair? So i said to her, go read my blog and u will know a part of my story.She did.And in a few minutes,she said,"Okay,i'm confused". Hahaha,we are all confused ryhana.Not onli you but the whole of yani's friends circle in her class.Even Didi and Shikin is confused.lol.Well,after chatting with her,i got ready to go and meet the peeps at Mercu as they had a raya celebration.Ok,who was there yesterday.Alot! lol.There was hasib,amal,haikal,faiz,syahiran,ezul,qayyum,fauzi,fauzi's gf,ain,didi,shikin and of course me.On my way there,i was feeling kinda exited but upon reaching mercu,memories of me and her flashed back,boy did that juz spoil my day.I juz kept trying to ignore them.The guys came down and off we go. 1st house was faiz house at bedok reservoir.while waiting for the bus,the guys were lauging and i ws the onli 1 keeping quite,try as i might to forget the times when me and her used to wait for our bus together here but i cant. Ain saw that i was quiet and pulled me 1 side and talked to me. The very 1st thing she said was "kenangan?",i juz nodded.She then started asking me wad happened as she already knows yani's side of the story and said that i was in the wrong of neglecting her and not showing enough love,same problems with her and haikal.Some girls needed that like her and yani but she also wants to know if there is some other problems that leads to the break up as she thinks that breaking up juz because of that is a very stupid reason.That's when didi qayyum and amal came in.I simply said,she has another guy.Ain didnt believe me then amal told his story of him hearing yani talk on the phone in class with her friend tat she got to know another guy tat likes her.Amal juz kept quite at 1st as he didnt want to break us up.Ain got suspicious.After i told her my story,she said,Just let it go.Its hard as we were together for almost 9 months and wads more,today is our date.Bus came and we boarded.Ain talked to me again.I said i am going to move on with my life and girls will always be girls.I just need time.Ain cant accept that she bad-mouthed me telling her parents and brothers that i was violent with her.Who can? even the guys cant accept that.so taufiq,hold on.I'm gonna get that proof that we went to the hotel and prove to you that i'm not lyieng.Reached faiz house at about 6:30 and left at about 7:10.We then proceeded to amal's house and after amal's house,we went to Mr Hamdan's house where the other teachers are there.The other "o" lvl class was there too.Syaz asked me where yani is and i told her we broke off.She asked,"pasal ade jantan lain?" i nodded.She said she also heard stories of yani from her friends.That killed me.Even people that doesnt know her knows about her past.After mr Hamdan's house some of us slacked till 12 a.m and went home after.Have some pictures taken by qayyum.Will be uploaded after aite?Missing Baby Bushuk
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