Saturday, October 25, 2008
Selasih ku siram
Di dalam jambangan semakin longlai
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Seribu nista pasti cemari noda
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Terrible day today at werk,can't get my mind off some things.Made alot of mistakes and the Q.C was mad but Abul took the rap for me.Sigh,sorry abul.Not once but 3 times today he took the rap for the mistakes that i did.Wad's on my mind?Well,a good friend of mine dissapointed me by invading my personal life privacy.Not angry with him cause i know he ment well but wad he did was too much for me to take.It's like,yes,i do talk to people i'm close with about my problems but i dun want any of them to be involved in it and let me settle them on my own.And khai,u dissapointed me big time.Let's say u had a fight with ur father and u talked to me,how would u feel if i called up ur father and started scolding ur father?How would that make u feel?I'm not angry at u khai but u know i love her.So i thought of making her mad at me so she will not think about me and she will be happy so i can just be like the malay saying "tumpang gembira" even it hurts inside.But,i cant bring myself to do it.Went to it halfway and chickened out.I'm going out for drinks now.And i'm thinking of restricting my blog so that she can be totally happy with me out of her life.Since she believes soo much in fate,den all the more.If we are fated to meet then we will.I'm not a believer of fate/karma and all these nonsence.I went through soo much in life to know wad IS life.And in life,you dun let fate handle stuff.You werk hard for them.Example:If ur fated to do well in ur exams,I dare u to leave ur examinations questions blank and let fate do the job.Another example:If people are fated to get married,divorce will be an unknown word and u'll be married the moment you are born.Sounds stupid? Think of it properly.You will know wad i mean.Until next time.
Missing my baby bushuk
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