Hey people.I'm not realli in the mood today to blog.Above are some random pics taken by khairul.I'll run a brief about the pics and wad happened today and yesterday.1st pic was taken at pasir ris park.Look at how happy i am with her.2nd pic was taken at the end of our school's camp.And she was the one who snapped the photo.3rd and 4th pic was taken at abg amy's house with me,khairul and endang rahayu.I may look happy but my eyes says everything.The pants and shirt was chosen by her as well.Yesterday,i came back from werk exhausted and tired and got on the comp.Then me and her talked on msn and facebook.She said she still have that little feeling for me and misses me and wanted to meet me.I wanted to meet her too but declined as i was afraid tears would come flowing down upon seeing her.I went out to ease my mind by drinking,again.Pain killing me but i completely ignored it with the words that she said running tru my mind.I didnt sleep and went straight to work in the morning.Can't concentrate on my job but i pulled it off and went home.Met up with khairul to slack until the person who i slapped yesterday night walked past us and he was calling someone to come down and walked away.Didn't feel right so we went home and here i am.The words still running tru my mind.i'll just end here.Until next time.
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Meraung di jiwa
Puas ku pertahankan
Cinta kita sejak dulu
Tapi sayang,Sikit pun tidak
Menghargai cintaku
( korus )
Sia-sia saja
Pengorbanan dan kesetiaanku ini
Ku sangka kau permata
Rupanya duri paling berbisa
Ku pasrah dan berdoa
Semoga tabah jiwaku
Oh... tetapi bagaimana
Nak ku lawan
Jiwa yang siksa
Ke mana arah hendak ku tuju
Bila hatiku rindu padamu
Hendakku cari tapi tak guna
Kau bahagia dengan si dia
Dikamar sepi aku termenung
Terbayang bayang kenangan kita
Tidak ku sangka kau
Tergamak pergi
Saat ku masih perlukan mu
( ulang korus )
Ah...ah...ah...
Ah...ah...ah...
Meraung di jiwa
Apalah daya kiranya
Orang dah benci
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Ah...ah...ah...
Meraung di jiwa
Tapi tak pernah ku benci
Dirimu sayang
Missing my baby bushuk